One way street

Why do I feel like my friendships are on a one way street. I'm the one always giving and I don't like it.


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Is this my way?

Lately, I am drawn to read the stories of people who have placed the path of their lives on their faith in God. To hear their journey of self discovery and their happiness leaves me wondering if this is the journey that I am destined for but afraid to take.

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All by myself

First off, note to self - really? 7 days and nothing? I will strive to keep it going. Picture taking and blogging.

Feeling like a rant today. Sometimes I feel like my relationships with friends are so one-sided. Everyone has an excuse, when you need me, aren't I there? I knew I would end up feeling this way. I tell myself I'm helping L out by having this party, but i know that most of my friends wouldnt typically buy this stuff. As the replies come in, I can't help feeling like it's a personal rejection.

Anyway, on an entirely different subject, a lesson I need to learn to further my journey of self discovery is to not make excuses and start taking risks. I need to get out of my comfort zone and just start down the road of doing the things that I want. Stop relying and waiting for others to lean on.

I watch that clutter show with Peter Walsh and the recurring theme with most people - keeping old stuff keeps you in the past and gathering 'things' that you think you will need later in essence holds you in a nonexistent future. Result is that you aren't living in the present and have no direction.

I need to move past this and face my fears of rejection and failure to truly find my 'best' self. What is my 'best' self and who am I?


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lost

getting sucked into the vortex of the daily grind. Need to find my way out.


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sucked in

I knew it was going to happen when I logged on. Got sucked in and lost in blogland. Spent the whole night reading.


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day two

This month I will:
Research a photography course and enroll
Reorganize old office @ linen closet
Finish reorganizing of closet


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page one

Find my truth. What is it that holds me back from moving forward? I think it's the fear of failure, unresolved issues and what others might think. Why does this matter so much? This is the journey I need to take.


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